Ummm... It was a rhetorical question. And of course I answered my own rhetorical question. That's what I intended to do all along. And yeah of course I haven't been putting in the effort. I don't want to win. So why should I put in the effort to do so? It's like I've been thrown into a contest of badminton or something. I don't want to play badminton. But someone said, "Here is a badminton racket! Go get'em champ!" And I'm just looking at the goofy thing in my hands thinking, "What? No thanks man. I didn't sign up for this." I toss it to a titan main and say, "Here you go sport!" And walk away. Do you understand what I am saying now? lol.

Sorry could you repeat that I was focused on eating a blue crayon.