Yeah, i understand man. A guy from another company we were working alongside ran a Bobcat into the scaffolding we were working on and collapsed it. Me and another guy fell 18 feet. He broke an arm, both wrists, and an ankle. I fractured three vertebrae and destroyed almost every disk in my back and neck. That was 2 years and 2 surgeries ago. My fiance still helps me get out of bed almost every morning. I pretty much just manage the business now.