I just found out my girlfriend cheated on me at a party, she -blam!-ed him and I feel horrible Flood. I love this girl so much and I feel like I've been shot in the back, and I don't know what to do with myself. This is the first time I've cried in a long time... Everything I was looking forward to experience is ruined, Flood and I'm absolutely mortified by the situation. I don't know what I should do right now, and I don't want to break up with because I love her so much. Edit: I've asked some more questions and got a better understanding of what went down. She didn't want to do what she did but she couldn't say no because she was terrified to be assertive. I've known that she has bad anxiety issues, but I didn't know that it extended to this. She said she was crying when it happened too, and she fortified that she was thinking about me and what I was going to say. Do I believe that what she said is true? Yes. Simply because she told me the day after immediately. Do I have have doubts about her credibility? Yes and no: She told me everything with explicit detail but I just find it hard to believe that she couldn't just say no, especially with something this serious. So, I'll work this out with her, unless my feelings dictate otherwise. Thank you, Flood for you support, it means a lot.