This is kinda a personal rant, but I'm not the kind of person to casually make friends even on the internet. Past lessons have even made more afraid of doing so. I can't play this game as a solo player anymore without memories of the past scratching at old wounds and making me depressed. Believe me, I've tried to recover and even though I made up with my past scars they still hurt. I wish I could find a group I could mesh with and everything works out, but alas, heres my most honest attempt at crying out for a ear or two.