After having played countless hours of crucible I've finally decided I don't need the frustration of this game. I play video games to escape the reality of society being comprised of brainless followers and people out to intentionally ruin any amount of fun you could possibly have. Upon loading up destiny after working a 12 hour day (and waiting 10 minutes for the character select screen to load) I jump into the crucible and start grinding for one of the four weapons in the game worth a hoot (Luna's Howl). I'm greeted with 10 consecutive matches of competitive composed of copied and pasted guardians with nearly IDENTICAL cheesy/spammy meta loadouts. As you all know I'm sure, matches and spending a lot of time in orbit is never fun just to be met with this experience. It all amounts to a massive waste of time and a feeling of being punished for using anything that isn't meta. So needless to say I'm done with this game and it's toxic, teabagging, and secularly minded community. ALSO I know not everyone is like this, just a very large portion of the community, and for those that aren't part of the toxicity and brainlessness, I feel for you and wish you the best in your future grinding endeavors.