I care, but not enough for it to affect my gameplay... If someone kills me, I'm going for THAT guy, I usually go right back to where they got me, I like that back and forth... That being said I'm getting better, more patient, with every game... Destiny was my first foray into competitive online pvp and from reading into it, as far as fps go destiny has a pretty big skill difference, meaning the good players are very good, and you can't just pick it up and do well like COD