Having read most of the comments I will state straight off that I "suck" at PvP and also that KD does matter. But not to me. I'm 59, this is my very 1st FPS and I play about 4 hrs a day. I do it for fun. I'm not expecting to hold my own against kids who have been doing it most of their lives. Yes I probably do let my team-mates down and lose a lot of games but these days when I'm not doing iron banner or trying to complete a bounty I basically stick to Rumble where my general scrubiness is entirely my own concern. Oddly enough I usually end up in the top half of the Rumble score list and with a positive KD which leads me to conclude that team/objective game modes may have more of an effect on kd rates than the "git gud" brigade like to admit. So next time any of you come across me making a complete tit of myself in the crucible and decide to T-bag me after killing me in exactly the same place a dozen times just bear in mind that lucky post-mortem kill I do finally get is way more satisfying for me!