Are you getting paid to carry? Sounds like you are. I have carried many through pvp and even comp. I don’t get upset about it. It doesn’t affect you in anyway for others to get loot. My life does not revolve around me being able to run around the tower with something someone else doesn’t have. I don’t want easy content, I wouldn’t mind if they made GMs harder or had a hard mode raid but there is no reason for some activities specifically Trials to be gatekept. It’s only done that way by a few thousand because the harder it is, the more they will make. The loot structure for trials is set up to allow gate keepers and this weekend is proof it hurts the game. Only averaged 8k on playing trials at any given time. 8k for an active that just got new gear and new weapons. This needs to be more accessible to sustain this game long term or just get rid of it to make better pve content because it’s not keeping the masses around, that’s for sure