I feel your pain mate. But you're not just fighting the enemy here. You're up against lag, latency, network manipulation, hackers, people who have wonderful pads that auto head shot and fire hand cannons faster than smgs, and, the people who have characters that work in reverse. ie, the more bullets you pump into them, the more health and shield they get. I was once like you my friend, but at the end of the day, it's just a game. I just play crucible now to get bounties done, end of. I used to love it, but now it's just a chore. Either that or create a hunter...they seem pretty invincible and so easy to win with