[quote]let me tell you something, if you're depressed, last thing you're going to be doing is making a -blam!-ing YouTube video about it.[/quote] Incorrect, I have had many streams where I was depressed and had people ask me about it. Mines from PTSD but depression is a nasty thing none the less. If making a yt video is the only way it most preferred way to get it out there then do it.