OP was saying he chooses who he loses to . the loss he "takes" is when he backed out after seeing a felwinters with a good roll , then goes back in and matches up with a team of 32, 33, 31, using oversoul edict , abyss defiant and Suros . all using secret handshakes as special and hunger of crota as heavy . and then if he loses to them, he'll take that loss . that's what he meant lol