I love loving, like, a lot. This leads me to want someone who loves me equally and can accept all my love, but with the insecurity women have nowadays, I'm losing hope every second of finding that one woman who can handle these fathoms of love, but at the same time, I know she's out there. [spoiler]This love spreads to the world and beyond, but the more it travels, the more I feel rejected. I feel embarrassed to talk to some of how much love is a part of me because I have had a very manly up brining with mainly me and my pops. It's not like I'm emotional when things happen to me, but I'm very pleased with both hard and good times because I realize the person being developed. This love so deep I feel has a source, and when I meditate to find the source I feel a presence. This is why I'm so passionate about defending God; he's the root of my love.[/spoiler]