Bro that is hard to deal with I get it. This may sound harsh and I'm sorry if it does, but don't let it ruin your life. Move on even if it's hard. Don't focus on him being gone, focus on what he did and what the effect was. Be happy. Don't let it weigh you down, live your own own life to the fullest and never falter no matter what hardships you come across. [spoiler]Also if people make fun of him, tackle them and make them hurt bad[/spoiler]