This game makes me so depressed also. All I want is one Thunderlord but no matter what I do I can get on my best friend and brother both have gotten 3 of them. Bungie do you know how sad and depressed I get when I saw them get the one gun that I've wanted since I saw this game? Now I bet a lot of people will think I'm whining but when all your dreams have been crushed, you can't work and aren't health enough to go to college video games are my only escape. My life has been so crappy that by the time I was in 5th grade I wanted to commit suicide. So videos games were my escape from my real life but when I put days into this game and I can't get the one thing I've wanted so bad and watch friend and family get it like cake I get so depressed. All I want is some sort of trading system or some way to actually earn exotics not RNG. I'm so tired of working so hard but get screwed over. I'm just ranting now because my brother just got it again from the Iron Banner and he didn't even try to do good in it.