Not really a big deal though, my dad only really came to see me when it benefitted him and my mom was always out working (she was a prostitute) or at home too stoned to make comprehensive words. I was too poor to even go to school and when I went to one of those free schools I got expelled since my mom was too drugged up to even look at the principal. Now I make 2.5mil a year, not trying to downplay the shit in your life just saying it can be worse and you can still "succeed".