If we're talking about death, then the only person related to me that's died in my lifetime is my Grandpa, but I was too young to really be sad about it. I remember him quite well, and I also remember crying about it, but I was a little kid so I would probably react far differently if it happened today. As for relationship-ish stuff, I agree with you one-hundred per cent. I was super emotional about it, but I managed to keep it bottled up at the time. When I got home though, I felt like there was no emotions for me to display. I just felt a bit sick in my stomach, but I didn't feel sad or anything, maybe just a tad angry.