It just so happens that I aim to make it a career. I'm letting gaming become a part of life, but just like any other factor in my life I try not to let it consume me. I never get so absorbed into anything that I let it run my life, and if any desire of mine causes me to react in a harsh, violent, hurtful, or down-right rude manner then I take a step back and calm myself. You haven't missed out on the Destiny beta yet. They're still giving away free codes, and you could still be able to afford to secure a copy of the game before the time comes if you budget yourself properly and maintain self control. If life doesn't feel like cutting you any slack, then you may have to miss out on the Beta just to pay the water bill. It happens. But just because you miss the beta, it doesn't mean that you're going to have to miss out on Destiny. It will be there when you are capable of acquiring it, I promise