Its very hard for people who do not know of those dark places to understand how it feels to suffer from clinical depression. People with depression fight off dark urges on the daily, nightly, every waking minute.. and some get worn down and tired, and eventually give in to the urge to just end it. They do not do it because they want to make people miserable.. they do it to stop the pain. Depression is exhausting to fight, both mentally and physically.. and often people who suffer from depression, suffer long endless years alone with it.. Because other people dont understand. Its not sad.. what is is the fact that people who do not suffer from depression, dont understand.