At this point I just want to give up on life. This past year has been nothing but pure and utter bullshit for me. I’ve lost a few family members. Been having stressful days at school. Failed two state tests and had to spend my summer reviewing the topics just to take them again in a few weeks. And on top of it, I’ve literally got no friends so I’ve fallen into a depression and I just want to kill my self at this point. Everyone keeps telling me it’ll get better. THATS A -blam!-ING LIE. They only say because that’s what they think is the best option. It won’t get better. I’m pretty sure I won’t make it past Christmas at this rate. I’ll either try to do serious harm to myself or someone else (or something else) if bullshit keeps flying my way