I come back after 2.5 months to see this. You may not see this but know that this is not the end for your. You'll be with your wife again and you both can watch your daughter grow in heaven. You two can be her guardian angels and watch over her. Its never truly the end. I can tell you always gave her love based off your post and that you indeed are a fantastic person who always gave it your best. Though itll be tough for her she will make it through. If you dont see this thats fine. Rest in paradise god, when its my time to pass i hope to meet you in heaven. I dont drink much but id love to have one with you.