I'm sorry for your loss. Don't listen to the jaded trolls trying to belittle your memory or what you wanted to share. Life experience is entirely subjective and no other person can know your perspective, not truly. The people attacking the religious aspect of what you are trying to express are simply heartless, and should be ashamed. Even if you have fabricated this entire story, the concept itself deserves some appreciation. I would like to hope there is still some decency left in this world. I am not religious. That does not mean that I can act without consequence. We all live in this world together and if we cannot grant even the simplest compassion to one of our peers then we are irredeemable. The smirk you gain by posting a negative comment, whatever shallow enjoyment received, it will make you hollow. You will lose all substance and meaning. If you don't already hate yourself, you will grow to. That smirk will become a curled lip of disgust and you will have lost yourself. Even now you are scoffing at the truth. I pity you, your eyes are closed.