for you and anyone who falls under this situation... im sorry... but having SBMM made it so that me as a slightly above average player (strong emphasis on the "slightly") had to sweat my balls off every single god damn match... and when SBMM had a stronger influence I actually avoided the crucible with my friends because of how stressful it was to me to sweat like that... so unfortunately.. my pain is your enjoyment and your pain is my enjoyment... I do not like SBMM because it made my game experience terrible.. and as much as I feel for you.. quite frankly.. my gaming experience is more important to me then whatever your going through.