> i was only 9 years old > i loved Fiji so much, i had all the merchandise and bottles > i pray to Fiji every night before bed, thanking him for the life i've been given > "Fiji is love" I say "Fiji is life". > my dad hears me and he calls me a "-blam!-ing degenerate". > i knew he was just jealous of my devotion to Fiji > i called him a "stupid Alex" > he slaps me and sends me to go to sleep > i'm crying now and my face hurts > I lay in bed, and it's cold > I feel a moisture coming towards me > it's Fiji > I am so happy > He whispers in my ear "VERY NAISU SEESAH-CHAN!!" > Fiji is love, Fiji is life.