The title says it all. I play Trials for fun with people who don't play Crucible at all, just looking to see how far we would go if we bullshit'd around. We don't get very far. However, I do, one day, want at least one of my characters to see the Lighthouse. You see, I'm an average player, if that....okay, well not really...and I'm improving very slowly. I suck, I get it, no need to remind me. I constantly see others being reminded that even a 1.0K/D is bad and they're a "scrub". Well, I guess I'm trash because my overall K/D is a 0.9 and my Trials K/D is a 0.63. I try, I do, but I'm not a good player. I have about as much pride as anyone else, if not more. I don't like asking people for help. So, please, don't ask me if you can carry me. It's humiliating. I want to get to the Lighthouse because I EARNED it. I want to know that my team and I achieved the ultimate victory because I wasn't dragging them down. TL;DR: I'm a trash player but I want to earn my spot at the Lighthouse so don't ask to carry me. Your backpack isn't big enough.