"Bud, I know exactly what you're going through. But do you really want to be thought of as a coward who killed himself? When you can be remembered as a friend? I wanted to when I was young, I was ràped every single day, sometimes 3 times in an hour, but I kept going. I kept going because I would be remembered as the girl who escaped that hell I went through, and things only got better for me. So ask yourself; is it really worth it?