Dude it was not like that in year 1 raids. Not that it feels great to be carried all the time but watching videos isn't learning. Need to experience. And not all of us have time to play all freaking day long. I usually play at night cause I have a career. But I've been playing since day 1 and know the game well. Just wanted to say u r not alone. I'm on ps4 if you or anyone else want to get a group together to give the raid a shot. I have 3 characters each with max light around 295. Have kickass weapons. My gt is Crazy-Jack_74