I'm sorry for the loss of your friend. Most of us here know how it feels to lose a loved one like this. And I'm also sorry for all of the insensitive and ignorant people here complaining about your Destiny references. For the people that do not understand: This post was moved from #Destiny to #OffTopic because it was considered to be more of a blog post by a ninja. Once the tags are changed, the OP can no longer edit his/her post. Now please, have some compassion.