Sorry to hear that brother, one of the shittiest experiences in this life, I've lost 2 in the past 12ish years, and it's never easy, still miss em both everyday but just know they're in a better place eating T Bones for dinner, swimming and chasing balls and little animals all day, at least, that's what I like to think, miss my boys, and im gonna go shoot off a full synth for yours, keep your head up buddy