Not bragging man, but I have three. It's a good gun but shoots slow compared to the Last Word. I'd take TLW and Thorn (pre-debuff) over the Hawkmoon. I have no ram helmets and I have tried motes of light with Xur. My buddy had 700+ hours trying to get the Gjallahorn then got two in a row at the Gorgons chest. Everyone has their quest, grind, or white whale to get. Good luck man, you'll get it when you least expect it.