You don't know - that's the point. You believe, have faith, etc.. My point is that you don't know, you've decided your particular god is real, and that's it. You don't honestly care about whether or not that god even exists. I care about whether or not my beliefs are true. I don't decide they are true, and then oppose any viewpoint that states otherwise. You have been deluded, and I don't mean that as an insult. I hope that one day you will open your eyes and see reality for what it really is.