I'm not known for being a very good "Ice Breaker" but I have some "Super Good Advice" and this way thing's don't turn into a "Necrochasm" of tears. With a bit of "Patience and Time" you'll understand people have different levels of skill, some good enough you think you died from a "Dragon's Breath" or the "Thunderlord" himself (Thor, Ironmans still better) dropped in from no where, to where all you see is "Red Death" and that's the "Truth". So in the mean time, try bettering yourself, that starts with removing that "[b]Thorn[/b]" from your butt first and just play. Didn't mean to drop some "Hard Light" on you as if there's "No Land Beyond" but for things to get better, you to remember that if the first few things didn't pan out, there's always a "Plan C", and one day it'll be as if a "Universal Remote" just turned up that skill for you. That's "[b]The Last Word[/b]" for me.