Being dead isn’t the part I have a problem with. I haven’t been alive for more of history than I have been. But Getting dead is not something I look forward to experiencing. And this doesn’t address that unpleasantness other than saying I’ll have to deal with it potentially innumerable times. So I’m probably going to keep trying to not die. But with the knowledge of my return, I’ll probably put myself at risk in place of others where I could. Assuming I wasn’t harboring an incredible amount of ptsd from any early deaths in the process that would get in the way of that.