Then stop worrying about it. Just play and have fun, pick up bounties, turn them in. Some quests, if you arent good enough will take you an eternity or never to finish. Like the last word, if you cant keep a positive k/d for 10-15 matches, even less if you can get 20+ kills a game, then you wont be getting it.
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You can't stop worrying about it. It's like a golden carrot you can't reach. How about this....any new quest weapon should be a random drop in the next season if it isn't already.
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Im not one of those people who has to have everything. Not to mention its impossible now since i missed d2 year one anyways so im already missing some weapons and fashion and emotes. i get it some are perfectionists but they are pinnacle weapons for a reason, only way ill prob get recluse is if i can get the 100 victories and fabled in competitive in a month and a half or less, i travel a lot.