Solo gameplay in PVP. If you ever think anything else, you will go mad. Actually its the same in every game having PVP. The worst thing is to think you will ever win anything, or being on the winning side. Approach it like you know you are going to lose everything that has to do anything about it, over and over again and again. Then eventually, when a win happens, after likely months, its going to feel good. Yes your K/D is under 0.000000000000000000000000000001, but what does it matter, you have won a game! After it you can improve! And its you making your way. Not the game dev deciding. If you win the next game with 0.0000000000000000001 k/d, then you have greatly improved. Its definitely about how bungie chose the teams!