Fair warning, there's copious amounts of complaining in this post, so please don't read if you don't want to listen to me bitch and whine. I saw my doctor again today after three months of vision therapy. The visit was short, and all he did was tell me "let's continue the therapy that hasn't helped you at all for three more months, and also you can't have all this shit anymore" If I could, I would just give up. Stop trying to heal and just live with it, even if it never goes away. I don't even care anymore. I don't care that I'd have to be in constant pain. I've dealt with it this long, why not longer? Everything that I've given up has done nothing to help. I'd rather just stick it through than go to all this effort. Just like the many other doctors I've seen, this one is starting to grasp at straws. He was so certain he could help, and now he's simply trying anything he can. It won't be long before he sends me to someone else who performs the same routine. Here's the current list of things Girraffalope isn't allowed to do: Have dairy (especially no cheese) Drink tea Have chocolate Play video games Soccer Amusement parks (probably for the rest of my life) Reading Concerts Eat processed foods Any activity that requires lots of movement Any activity that includes lots of sound Road trips Large amounts of screen time Play piano And here's a list of things Girraffalope can do: Listen to music quietly Play guitar quietly Sketch Sit alone in a dark room doing nothing That's it. That's all I've been doing for the past 2 months. And if you're about to say "but it's better to be unhappy and heal than to be happy and make your concussion worse" listen, I don't even know if what I'm doing is helping, neither does my doctor, and I've already stated that if I could, I'd rather just deal with the pain. It's not worth it Thanks for listening to me complain. I could go on but I'm not supposed to be on screens for very long