Just turned 22 on the 7th. I've never had a girlfriend, never kissed a girl, still a virgin, and I've never known a girl that wanted to be more than just friends. I tried messaging girls while in high school but nothing went anywhere so I stopped trying. I'm trying Tinder right now but I hardly get any matches and when I do I get excited only to find out that it's spam bots that want me to click on some shit website so I stopped using that. All my buddies have/had girlfriends and when they talk about relationships and stuff all I can do is listen and laugh along on the outside but cry on the inside. All I want is to find a girl that will care about me as much as I care about her, like I want to come home from work and lay in bed next to her and feel like I've accomplished something with my life and feel loved for once. I know people say that "you're still young" and "you'll find that special girl someday" but I'm getting sick of hearing that shit because they doesn't make me feel better or optimistic in the slightest way because I've been hearing that for years now. It's getting to the point where I'm about to give up and accept the fact that I'm destined to be lonely for the rest of my life and never get to experience what love is.