How old were the two of you when you last spoke? You may find talking to her again could be very disappointing. One day I found a girl on facebook who I was crushing on when I was six. Since she moved away that year, she's grown up a lot and is not the person I was looking for, if you know what I mean.

I am quite aware of that. Times do change, and many of my friends grew distant from me in only the span of a few years in highschool. I'm not looking for her because I expect to find something. I'm looking because since day one I have always had this inkling in the back of my head. It's always been there. So I look. I look because whatever the outcome, if, sometime I do find her, it will be put to rest, regardless of whether or not good or bad comes of it. I've already had my fare share of disappointing bullshit. In fact, I've seen so much crap with people that it's in my nature to expect bullshit from them, no matter who they are. And in that regard, it could go 50/50. Chances are, it'll be disappointing. But it won't be any skin off my back because I expect it to be. And it might not be, which in that case, would be something nice, for once.

That's really touching, I hope you find her.

I've done everything I could over these last years. But I can't get anywhere without that last name. And it's always sitting right on the tip of your head, like you almost know it. I believe that the only option I have left, would be to track down my old school, go over there, and look through the class records. But I haven't had the chance to go to my home province in a very long time.

It's funny how we get attached to things like this, huh? I legitimately hope you see her again or at the least discover her last name.