I don't want to leave clan. I really enjoy being here. But, I have to leave because of my actions and over competivness. The first reason is because of what happened 1 month ago. I was one-upping everyone because I soloed the nightfall that week. That caused the clan leader being really hurt and ALOT of people being mad at me. The second reason being for going flawless with a clanmate's friend Trials of Osiris last week. He, my clanmate friend, and I went flawless without the clanleader's husband "permission." -The person I did it with was also my friend and I didn't know at the time the husband wanted to run Trials with him. He got mad at me along with the clanleader. Ever since then, I have been shunned, not joining raids, nightfalls, or crucible with barley any of the main people in our clan. I feel like its my fault because of my actions and my immature thinking without thinking what I was about to say before I say it-which I struggle alot. That is why I am choosing to leave. I hurt everyone's feelings, not think about my actions and whatever else I did. I am sorry to: WittyCarrot4854: For hurting your feelings the most. ROLANDOY3: For doing Trials with your friends and for hurting your wife's feelings. PrincessHope16 and Tank452: for being an idiot and not seeing what I did wrong. The General Clan: For ruining your time when we do something together. I am defriending everyone except 3 people. Little Light v0: I play with him the most now. Even though he is a jerk sometimes, he shows that I can't always get my way. xI RENEG4DE Ix: He is my main PVE friend. I always help him with stuff. He is also really cool. Rap Zac: If it weren't for him, I wouldn't have probably been the player I am now. He has inspired me to become a better person and to toughen up. He is also one of the best PVP players I know. One more thing: -If I don't get why I was kicked or shunned or ignored, I usually want a reason why, I get really confused. -I don't feel like I'm family if I keep making the same mistakes and not learning what I did wrong and tearing people's feelings apart. To any other people that read this post, always think before you act and don't say ANYTHING that might a person's or group's feelings. Good-bye everyone and I'm sorry for the pain I caused you. Edit 1: Let me clarify the Trials incident. My friend started playing with my clan leader's husband in a Trials team. I didnt know they had an official trials team. When he told me then.... It was too late Edit 2: phone is charging see yall tommorow