I plan on running away for the rest of my life. Running away is cool

It is a matter of choice. It is your choice. You always have a choice. It is no one or any stranger on a forum post’s business what you are going through. You post, and you get a reply. You might like the reply, or you might not like it. It’s just a reply from a no one. You seem to already have decided where your situation will end. Wow that’s rough. Just remember: even at the millisecond, you control the outcome. Whatever you are going through calm down and don’t be scared. Don’t panic. Panic makes you do dumb things. Extreme and uncalculated things. Man, last thing you want is to end up on the news because your bullet overpenetrated through soft tissue and landed on a cute baby or worse a baby and your neighbor. I don’t know you. I’m just a stranger investing some time on you, writing this, mainly it’s because I found your post interesting, but I wish that your situation turns around, becomes more pleasant, and avoid any extreme sad result. You deserve the right to respect and live a life of respect without worry or fear. Everyone deserves to live a full good life. I wish you a good life. I used to get into so many fights when I was a kid. Poor environment can be a b!tch. It forces you to fight or flight. My parents were poor and we couldn’t move to a better neighborhood or situation. Looking back, most of those fights I got into were dumb. Really dumb. I’m over thirty now and always think before I react or get upset. I stay calm and move on. I’ll include you today in my thoughts and prayers. I will pray for you. Send you positive vibes that whatever or whoever is bothering you hopefully goes away. Have a good day. Take care Sir/Mam.