... I WANT BACK INNNNNNNN!!! Please provide words of inspiration to help motivate me grind through 40 gruelling levels.. Can't stop thinking about the grind for spindle, malice, the swords.. Putting me right off starting fresh.. HELPPPPPPPPP Edit 1: thanks for the replies, some have genuinely been helpful, just thought I'd update in case anyone's in the same position.. With the blue prints I still have access to everything, most things for free and obviously weapons and armour for marks. Few low 300's weapons from the raid are still in my vault which will help, and the quests seem to be bumping up my level faster than without them. So all is not lost, and I'm glad I'm back in, feeling a lot more casual about playing which is why I deleted Them in the first place, loved the game too much and spent too much time on it so anyway, loving being back on it, nothing compares unfortunately