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Edited by Tippy:
6/28/2021 6:44:17 AM
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I’m tired
I met a girl August 11th 2020, everyday since then we’ve talked and talked.
She would say that I quickly became her favorite, one of.. if not her best.
She would tell me that she loved me, loved texting. She would initiate a lot of the conversations.
I didn’t realize how much I need her in my life, She helped me relax, she understood everything. (I barely talked about my issues) but I always, always.. listened to hers because I loved to
She [i]was[/i] my happiness, I’m lost and I dont know what to do anymore.
I was her reason for her recovering from depression.
There’s a lot more that I don’t want to go into, a lot that would prove our relationship and would show how deep our roots were for each other but that be way too long.
She called me on NewYears thanking me for picking up and how alone she felt because even her best friend didn’t pick up. I was always there no matter what time of day/night. I stayed up until morning making sure that she was okay.
Getting lost in her personality, her kindness, her eyes, lips, design and everything else that made her who she was.
She would say how a lot of things made her think of me, she’s on my mind 24/7. Everything reminds me of her.
That’s all gone now, just as unexpected as a shooting star. I don’t know if I can go on knowing how good life was and how much I’ll miss it
[spoiler]im sorry for posting this on here but I need some form of communication. It’s come to the point where it’s starting to effect my life and my health. I’m also sorry for any grammatical errors. I can’t be bothered to change them, i barely have the energy to eat. I’m going to leave the forums for a while[/spoiler]
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You know i have never been in love but i feel so bad for you just don’t forget if she left you then she wasn’t the [b]one[/b] for you, don’t forget that Eyes up guardian stay strong
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Sorry to hear that bro, sometimes women are after something they exploit from you, be it money, sex, validation, etc... Love is a -blam!- thing, almost never is it true, unless you get lucky and find the right one, there will always be other girls. You will find a better one, one of my buddies went through the same thing, its tough, but so is everything in life, keep your eyes up, when life gives you lemons push through it and you will find one better than the rest...
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4 RepliesI’m sorry you’re going through this. And I know it’s cliche as hell to say, but it’s true.. things will get better if you allow it. Time has a way of healing the heart in a way nothing else can. So take your time. Grieve, cry, get angry.. do what you need to do right now. But don’t allow yourself to fall so deep into a hole of self pity that you no longer remember how to be happy. People who do this end up passing on opportunities that could make them even happier than they were to begin with. Best of luck
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1 ReplyEdited by CommonBlueberry: 6/28/2021 9:51:26 PMF. Hey man, i've never had the experience you had, but if you need someone to listen and got nowhere else to go, send me a dm. I can't give you much advice, but i'll listen to whatever you have to say.
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1 ReplyEdited by Upperclass Bum: 6/28/2021 11:12:18 PM
Upperclass BumWe were where werewolves were - old
Did she commit no more breathing or something? [spoiler]Also, I know the feeling very well. Kinda sorta still dealing with it myself even though we started talking again. I don't want to lie to you and tell you that things will get better -- they [i]can[/i] get better but that doesn't mean that they [b][i]will[/i][/b]. Just hold on and be strong. That's all you can do.[/spoiler] -
2 RepliesEdited by SparkleGuy: 6/29/2021 1:54:22 AMI feel ya man. Unfortunately, with me being merely a gamer tag and pic on a screen, there’s not much I can do, besides saying along the lines of ‘I guess just know that there are people out there that understand and have been there’. It’s tough, that’s no joke, but you can get through it :) [spoiler]also, your words were very poetic. I don’t mean that as a joke, I just mean I can tell you really mean what you said. Stay in there :D Also, I’m a very talkative person so if you would like to chat sometime just message me. [/spoiler]
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2 RepliesSounds like a lot of work…she owes you big time.
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1 ReplyRelatable, but in my case I didn’t realise how bad she was manipulating me and using me for my body until I almost committed self deletus. It sounds like you really loved her man, and I hope you can heal with time. It takes time and therapy man, good luck and know that God allows these things to happen for a reason. He probably used her to teach you to appreciate what you have and to cherish what you had. Good luck man, will be praying for you.
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