So I just had surgery this morning(May 11th) to remove the 5th tumour I've had. I've been diagnosed with what's called a P-53 Mutation so cancer is something I will forever be battling. Wondering if I could acquire fate of all fools or any other type of rare firearm/shader/emblem/ghost skin/ signed poster that's not released to any players. Thanks -Labathor [spoiler]**Edit** People are asking for proof, here's my last run with cancer that happened not even 18 month ago my current cuts are still under bandages. In the photo you can see old previous scars from heart, and multiple liver and other organ surgery. I've also have scars on my back from lung, hip, and leg that now has a metal plate. http://i160.photobucket.com/albums/t165/labathor/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps98tcjhaq.jpg~original **Edit #2** I want to thank all those who reached out with their kindness, it honestly means a lot and is a good feeling knowing there are excellent people in this community. **Edit #3** Morning of day three, the pain has gotten a little more intense over this night as most of all the hospital meds have warn off, I've maybe gotten 4 hours max of sleep last night. I had my lady remove, clean and replace the dressing this morning. I'm quite shocked as to how clean of a cut this one is and that it's only 10 staples. This img might be graphic for those with a weak stomach so you've been warned. http://i160.photobucket.com/albums/t165/labathor/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zpslf1w4o2k.jpg~original **Edit 3.5** Today has been an odd, painful but good day. I was up early due to not being able to sleep from pain, I've ate breakfast and lunch then started feeling really horrible because I haven't had a bowel moment since the surgery. I finally ended up puking my lunch up, had a nice hot shower then was able to finally have small bowel movements and get a nap afterwards since I'm no longer bloated. My system is finally starting to wake up and return to normal! **Edit #4** Managed to get a really good rest throughout the night, had a few night sweats that are likely related to my weak liver. I've really cut back on the pain killers and only taking then when needed. Today will consist of a lot of important business phone calls followed by more rest and Vikings season 3 and walking dead season 5 marathon. **Edit #5** Last night was the first night I was able to sleep throughout the whole night with only one painkiller. Today I will also be going out for a dinner with close family and friends so it's a big achievement to get out of the house if my body will permit it. I'm still however waiting news of the bioscopy and doesn't look like I'll be hearing any updates till after the weekend, and importantly the cat scans at the end of this month to determine weather or not I'm in the clear as regards to possible spreading. **Edit #6** So last night went good, was able to go out for a few hours to spend time with a gathering of a few of my friends, they wanted me to go to a nightclub for drinking but had to be an adult and decline as the pain pills were wearing off and drinking wouldn't be helping anything so soon after surgery. Regardless is was a refreshing feeling getting out of the house a hour as its starting to feel like a prison here. That's about all I have for updates, nothing is really going to happen till Tuesday other than missing out on the long weekend camping trip most of my close friends are on at the moment. **Edit 7** Not much has changed, had a great weekend, just to the point where I'm very bored of sitting around all day. The cut is healing up good, I'm ready to take the staple out as they're just pinching and annoying but the surgeon wants them kept in for another week. I have a cat scan happening tomorrow to determine if there's any possible threats of spreading but won't hear about the results of that and hopefully the bioscopy when I see the surgeon next Monday. At this point I'm hoping all was caught in time so there won't be more surgery and no treatments(radiation/chemo) **Edit 8** So I've met with the surgeon this week and happy to announce the results from last weeks cat scan is that there was no signs of spreading. I'm still off work for the time being. I have an appointment in a few weeks in regards to the biopsy and possible treatments if there will be any. I took the motorcycle out for a short spin yesterday, felt really good to get back on wheels but after 5min of riding the pain came back. Got the engine out of my truck, waiting on parts to fix it up then into the new crawler it goes. Been a very long few weeks and I can't wait till things get back to the way they were. **Edit 9** So after a long wait I finally got to meet with the doctor to discuss the biopsy of my cancer they pulled last month. This is as short as I can put it, right now there's a 25% chance of it coming back, so I can do chemo and turn that 25% into 5% but because of my complex background it's the question of is the damage worth it, how will my body react? So the doctor is going to discuss the matter with his peers and decide what will be the better option. I personally at this point feel that chemo would be a bad choice as the damage it will do not to add the risk it will put me in when its a fact that I will get cancer again due to the P53 mutation. So right now it's more waiting to hear back from the doctor and probably start getting ready to return to work by next month depending on chemo or not and how ready my body is. In regards to getting anything in game from bungie I no longer care, I would edit my original post but figured just leave it since the trolls are likely not going to read this far down. I'd rather just live, having my house paid off and being able to retire or work part time so I can enjoy what's left of my life would be best but the likelihood of me seeing that day is very slim. I probably won't be updating this thread any longer after this post unless people do actually care to know. That being said I'd like to thank those of you who've posted positive comments, it may have not seemed like much but the smallest things do matter. To those negative people, I wish you the best with your miserable lives. -Labathor out. [/spoiler] Have questions? I am open to talk about this.