Okay. But you might not like what I have to say. Why are you giving this person so much power to determine how you feel about your life and about yourself? Are you in love with the actual person (not possible unless you we’re together for over a year, cause you’re still high on hormones), or are you in love with who you imagined her to be? Stop. Beating. Yourself. Up. Unless you were mean to her, lied to her, or otherwise mistreated her? [i]You have nothing to be ashamed of. [/i] As you get older, and hopefully wiser, you’ll start to realize that the notion that women are wise in relationships is a myth. Especially when they’re young. Most of them don’t know themselves and don’t recognize the disconnect between what they say they want, and what they actually are drawn to. A lot of them will grow wiser as they get older, and realize that they wasted a lot of time chasing after people who don’t want them and treated a lot of guys who did want them badly… but by then they find their own options grow limited. Bottomline, if she didn’t want you for who you are, she did you a favor. In ten years, odds are you’ll barely remember her…and if you do you’ll be grateful that she is now someone else’s problem. Let her go…and focus on getting your life together and becoming the best version of you. That will do more for you in the long run than she ever would or could have.

Chin up

Find yourself a mechanical vehicle, you can fix a mechanical vehicle! you can't fix a girl though, doesn't matter how many tools you have...

Well m’boy, Betty White once said: “Why do people say, ‘Grow some balls’? Balls are weak and sensitive. If you really wanna get tough, grow a “Ladies differentiating body bits because of Ban Bot Bobby”. Those things really take a pounding!” And in saying the second sentence she completely missed the point of the statement. Balls [i][b]are[/b][/i] weak and sensitive. It takes a courageous person to know that there’s a chance of hurting yourself badly and doing it anyways. So grow some balls and do it. P.S. -blam!- Ban Bot Bobby

What is love?

Use these feelings as fuel to better yourself. Pick a hobby you enjoy and throw yourself into it. You’ll get over her eventually, you got plenty of life left in ya.

Mate, you're only 15. You're definitely not in love. You're confused. You want affection/care from someone and have picked a specific person to latch those wants to which is supercharging your feelings and emotions. I was once a 15 year old boy who was ''in love''. Fast forward 8 years to the present day where I'm older, wiser, and more experienced and now I know that I was not ''in love'' and it was just that nasty pub[b][/b]erty doing what it does best. Confusing a growing young lad. If you do really believe that you have feelings for her though. Tell her. Don't bottle things up because you will just regret it later on and it eats away at you. Even if your feelings aren't reciprocated, you will feel much better because you at least receive closure and can begin to move on. This all applies to all the other confused young'uns in here too.

[i]For there never was a story of more woe, then random girl, and her commander-o[/i]

Every girl is trouble, never settle for one that doesn't agree with you.

Ask her if she likes trouser snakes If she asks what's a trouser snake You Show her... Girls like that kind of -blam!-

No, I don’t. With you being homeschooled I had assumed you don’t talk to or no anyone outside of your home. Also, what Gobby Q said, but also, also, be that as it may, don’t give up. Just give it some time and keep going about things the same way you did prior to even knowing she was a thing. I goofed up when talking to this woman I was catching feelings for and was pretty sure she’d never talk to me again, but she messaged me last night and while things are pretty slow, it’s a major improvement on not talking at all. I love the pure savagery itt. Makes me feel alive.

Ohh to be young again. I’m just glad I didn’t have an opportunity like this to document my feelings to strangers, because I probably would have. Find other things to occupy your mind. It’ll be tough at first, but we all know what you’re going through, even though to you it probably doesn’t feel like it.

I went through pretty much the exact same thing. My advice to you is that if you truly believe that you have feelings for her, don't give up. Don't let anything stop you, not your parents, not your age difference, nothing. If eventually it doesn't work out, at least you know that you tried, and you don't have to live blaming yourself.