I have known for awhile that I was in every sense of the word addicted but I self consciously wouldn't admit it. I'm a father of a two and a half year old and step father to a 9 year old. They both suffer learning disabilities. My 2 year old is behind in speech and has early intervention out weekly, my 9 year old has adhd, disgraphiya, and some weird visual thing I can't explain without writing a book. My wife is the most sexy, intelligent, amazing person I've ever met. Thing is, I find myself thinking about destiny during, breakfast, lunch, dinner, and cannot wait until the house goes to sleep so I can play. I actually find myself getting angry when the baby stays up a little later, the 9 year old wants to hang out, or my wife wanting to watch a movie and spend time with me when the kids go to bed. I think o m g I just want s few f ing hours but I can't get it. I used to power session 8-10 hour days in gaming while single, playing destiny for 1-3 hours feels pointless. I want my 8-10 hour days back but that would mean losing my family. It all came to a head last night with my wife asking me if im addicted. Can I delete the characters, move on, play like I did before destiny. Which consisted of picking a game up a month and playing nightly got two hours until I finished it. I said honestly, no. I can't. I started realizing I physically couldn't pull myself together to wipe it off the hdd. I was a professional photographer, after destiny hit I stopped marketing, looking for jobs, and just let everything fall in my wife who has the stable job. I used to edit at least 5-10 shots a day, marketing myself, basically working full time to find gigs. Since sept 14, I have finished maybe 12 shots in a year. My $15,000 worth of gear collects dust. Why? Well cause I'd rather spend my time on destiny, and if not playing, reading about it, day dreaming about it. I am addicted, I can admit it. I've missed out on numerous other games because I didn't see the point in investing my time into another game when it could go to destiny. I've lost interest in spending time with my family. I've lost interest in my primary source of income. I think I f'd up guys. Today I sit wondering , trying to wrestle out out with myself, how to delete all content from my system. Anyone else out there feel this way?