Surprise surprise I got stood up today. This is like the 7th -blam!- to do this to me now. Really sick of this shit, why the -blam!- is it so goddamn hard to tell the -blam!-ing truth and own up to what you've said. I have absolutely no faith in meeting someone anymore. I'm really just sick of this bullshit. My self esteem is at rock bottom, and my confidence is nonexistent. Why the -blam!- does everyone else make this look so goddamn easy! God -blam!-ing dammit!