Why would I stop playing a game that I love playing and that invested into heavily it makes no sense

Because for some reason you thought you got away Scott free.

Listen I use to be better at the game okay my skills haven’t been the same okay around that time I had more time on my hands to play trials due life saving surgery all I did was play video games while I was out of work for months of recovery after that 5 years after that I went from working a day job to working a night shift job for better pay I work 8 to 16 hour days splitting 4 hours to come in early and 4 hours staying after my own shift I don’t have explain myself many people want to say that I’m lying but I have no reason to.

You don't have to be lying. We can see at least ONE reason why the ban would be placed on this account. That's all it takes. One infraction. Didn't have to be you, could be a recov, boosting service, your little brother, etc. doesn't change the fact that THIS account very obviously participated in ghost lobbies. Thus a ban is more than warranted. Doesn't matter how long ago it was.

All I can say is this I’ve never participated in ghost lobbies never had my account recovered. I don’t give out my password to anyone. My brother doesn’t even play destiny two also, every time I’ve LFG or gone on LFG through the Xbox people that are offering helps and things of that nature when they start saying and naming prices, I don’t even turn that way, bro because why would I spend money to have someone else play on my account to take me to somewhere when I can do it for free and with people who are skilled who are willing to help me get to where I need to be because my skill level is not the same what it used to be 9 or 10 years ago.