I'm English but I don't like tea...

I cheated on my girlfriend and it's been driving me insane with grief and I want to tell her but I don't know how.

Think positive op. Negative thoughts lead to negative actions

I used to play destiny daily

I've been married twice and and been cheated on from both of the exs. Both women I was with for about 2 years before marriage and once we got married neither one lasted more than 3 month. The worse thing of all though is.....i..i...I started playing Destiny again! And I'm enjoying it! *breaks down in tears*

I hate receiving presents because it makes me feel like I owe the person something in return.

I'm close to losing faith in humanity. Real talk.

I used to be suicidal somewhat after some stuff with my Ex happened. Mostly my fault. I guess I couldn't let it go and pushed and pushed until she wanted to have nothing to do with me. Her need for space and distance only made me more crazy and insane. At one point I ran a good 5 miles or so barefoot to her mother's house (not really sure what I was going to say to her.) I basically just wanted a conversation. Right before I got to the house a cop picked me up and detained me before letting me go at a gas station where I got a ride home. Yeah. It's not like I was going to try to die, it's just that I couldn't stand the feel of waiting around. I really maybe wouldn't have objected to dying. It's complex and i'm not going to explain everything, but if I've learned anything about myself it's that I have a personality that grabs onto something and I I'll go to extremes to keep it even if doing so ultimately does more harm than good. I guess I just miss my best friend. I do miss her even now and it's pretty hard knowing she's just a couple minute walk away. I messed up big time yeah.

Posted this elsewhere but [i][b][u]relevant[/u][/b][/i] I have compiled a list, like to hear it? Names will be changed: Extensively concerning Mrs. L 2nd; Wrote a grotesque and graphic account of murdering a cat. -Irritated -- she called home! Stupid old bat. Injuring J? Messenger 3rd; Whilst playing at recess, one thing led to another and voila! I kicked an ugly, ungodly whiny and stupid bitch in the face! What luck! The only thing happier than this happy accident was getting off with nothing, as well as gloating about that fact to her horse-faced "best friend." - Amusement Injuring D 4th; Dropping legs on hardwood [(Knees down) made satisfying crack] - Amusement Drugging J 5th; Melatonin Tablet - Amusement Most likely emotionally injuring C W; payed off to leave me alone so I wouldn't have to hear that God-awful 52 year old raspy Paedophile excuse for a voice Emotionally Injuring J 5th-Current; Bringing him to tears every day (tapered off to mere discomfort and annoyance) - Amusement Emotionally injuring B 5th; Manipulated her friends into leaving her [An 'honestly played' nose-goes made me judge, jury, *and* executioner] -Amusement Emotionally Injuring J; 5-6?th Purposely excluded him in everything from events to favors - Amusement Abuse of power/cheating 6th; manipulated and brown nosed my way into classroom autonomy -- decided that if I can access grades, who am I to *not* change it? Bump grievances a bit? -- Amusement as well as measurable personal gain Emotionally Injuring C 6th; Frequently referencing weight and unlike-ability to the point of tears - Amusement Emotionally Injuring C 6th; "Cold War" (Purposely wearing down emotionally via exclusion and cloak and dagger cattiness) - Amusement Emotionally Injuring C and T 6th; Pitting them against each other (What fun to be fought for!) - Amusement Injuring T 6; Sharply hitting on leg with recorder (Wind Instrument) - recompense for perceived transgressions (Prior abuse of power imbalances) as well as psychical contact with his girlfriend whom I was inclined to {On modern [2015] scales, a purely physical 5, but a 4 with societal factors incorporated} Attempted Murder of T 6th-Current; Attempted 8 times [(2 serious; one near-successful) all attempted via smothering with pillow] Serial stabbings misc. 7- All with pencils (preferably mechanical) honest estimate of over 30-40 stabbings with most likely 20-25 different people (A B, S C, J L, B something,? N W, J C, K M, T C, D B...etc.) - Pleasure Stabbing of N W 7; Mea Culpa; The one where I didn't get away. Clean shot to neck. Mechanical Pencil. Blue. Hard. -Pleasure as well as anger in response to an unflattering and certainly vapid remark about religious inclinations Emotional injury to all teachers/close staff bar Mrs. M, the only creature as cold, callous, and unfeeling as I 7th; Et tu brutei? Public knowledge of stabbings revealed what I am, and how little I valued our relations; prior to towidga, ^^, Mr M remarked about a predisposition towards stabbing girls? Still confused today as I was then - Amusement, though totally unintentional This certainly(!) does not bring us to the present, but it will have to do for now.

I... I... Don't find it weird to put the milk first in cerael. Even though I don't do it

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I successfully convinced a girl to write a smut fanfiction about me [i][b]and her sister.[/b][/i]

I sometimes want to smash my little brothers head into a wall I am also quite paranoid, always checking a room out before I enter. I look behind everything, in every closet, under everything, and at the ceiling. Then I quickly turn around to make sure nothing is behind me. Only then will I relax.

I don't do well in relationships. I mean, I'm not terrible, but I've been told by a few different girls that I'm not caring enough. Which when I think about it, is kinda true. I've never been able to take a relationship seriously. I don't really know why either.

I feel like I ruin every friendship I make. The day the Taken King came out, I met someone new and we liked playing with each other. We played together every day for about two weeks straight. After that, he stopped responding to my messages and stopped accepting my party invites. I feel like I did something that upset him, but I honestly can't think of anything that I did that would have caused him to completely avoid me. This has happened with basically everyone I've met recently. We are inseparable for a few weeks, but then they pretend I don't exist after that. It's really gotten to me, and because of this I've been EXTREMELY shy and I have basically isolated myself from others. If someone approaches me, I try to keep the conversation going, but other than that, it's like I don't even exist. It's really frustrating because now when I'm with a friend I keep telling myself things like, "They don't really like me". When I want to message someone I'd think "I would annoy them" and I would talk myself out of sending the message. I've had serious thoughts about abandoning all of my social media accounts, including this one. I've already abandoned Facebook and Snapchat. It's extremely tempting to delete everyone from my friends lists because they never respond to me or I'm too scared to talk to them This is the first time I've told anyone about any of my problems

Well um... At the moment I feel like -blam!-ing trash! I've been going with my girlfriend for over three months now, And i'm starting to develop feelings for her, While my current girlfriend is Kind, Caring, Compassionate and Punny. She listens to me as much as possible, She warms my heart, I just feel like we are perfect together but the other girl? She's Older, Tougher, A no bullshit kinda person, She tough, Compassionate and sexy. I just feel like such a horrible person, I feel like I should just lie down and die.