I'm still searching for the correct words to construct a sentence, describing my hatred from this endgame mode. But it escapes me... I'm just a filthy casual, so it shouldn't matter to anyone, least of all such a worm ridden forum community, yet here I am complaining. (I know the face of the forums, doesn't resemble the mass quantities of good guardians out there, but I digress) Trials is 100% aweful. A joke. A slap in the face with a proverbial sex toy. It makes me loath my fellow man. It makes my blood boil. Something fun should NOT be this hard. I have been going all "try hard" for months with a fraction over 0% of wins and kills. Yet I run loadouts like the popular streamers, I watch videos all the time, I practice like Alan Iverson. Talkin bout' practice! I can't win. I use thorn, I can't win, I use blink, I can't win, I use Viking funeral or final round, or tlw, or vfv, self res, bladedancer hungering blade, quickdraw, IT DOESNT MATTER. I get rekt by kids with no exotics, kids with 32's on their team, low grimoire, kids that don't even stick together in matches. I get rekt by dopplegangers that seem to have what I have but their shit works flawlessly. I can put a felwinters into a gaurduans chest and NOT KILL HIM. How many people can do that? I used to have crap internet. I did well. About the time this last expansion came out (house of wolves) I upgraded to amazing internet. Now I realize that I actually suck at destiny and at crucible?! People don't CARRY PEOPLE I've been part of carrying sessions before. It also won't work. Can't work. They usually insist on being host (fine) so that when I do what they say, when they say it, and NOTHING EVER -blam!-ING WORKS, they have the ease of booting me. Which I'm fine with btw. If you think its honestly possible to do better at trials, that there are things that I haven't heard of or tried, let me know. If you think you could get me to the lighthouse by showing me how to BE BETTER, not carry me, message me. If you have read all of this and think you can help my dtr, rank, k/d, and win average, I'm on Xbox one. I'm really an ok guy, just hella Pissed off is all. I'm always willing to try to slaughter some neckbeards. Gt same. Get at me.