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Modificato da Shadows :
7/5/2015 7:07:36 AM
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The Disconnect of this community .
In the past year or so I have becoming increasingly isolated. Friends that I used to call close I can't seem to keep up with anymore. My mind is easily filled with thoughts that my friends find me to be a nuisance or that they're mad at me.
I have one friend who admitted to me last year that she had distanced herself from me intentionally. I think she meant my anxiety was too much for her. Since she told me that I feel awkward reaching out to her. I read into her response or lack of response on the Bungie forums to comments I post. I'm not sure if she's genuine when she agrees that we should get together. I'm not surprised that none of those plans have worked out. I saw her the other day and it was awkward. I was awkward. I'm getting more and more uncomfortable in my own skin. So many negative thoughts flood my head. I know that all of my friends can't feel as negatively as my mind tells me right now. I feel trapped by my anxiety. It's taking away my friends. I don't know how to be myself anymore. And that's why I'm back.
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#Offtopic
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Find new friends.
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Need someone to talk to? Please pm me if so
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6 RisposteMove along, just a horny teenager
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don't really know you, like at all. But please, [i]please[/i] stop. This is not 'Shadow's diary', this is #offtopic on bnet. Now either you're trolling(which given that this is the internet, its hard to tell) or being serious. And if it is the latter I suggest you contact someone and/or get therapy. Do you have any other family members you could live with? Contact them and get some help. And also, I am going through depression as well. But that doesn't mean I post about it on a forum made for screwing around and enjoying yourself. It's immature and projects that you're only looking for attention, and if that's not your intent i'm sorry but that's what you're doing. But I can see why pretty much everyone here is annoyed with you. You're filling a forum with your life story and that's not what people come here to do. And that's not what they want to see, this is the internet. Where pretty much no one cares about your personal business, now I'm not saying I'm one of those people (feel free to tell me all about it if you like) but really, the internet (or more specifically bnet, or any other forum of this type) is NOT the place for what you're doing here. There are plenty of sites specifically designed for people to talk about their problems. Go to 7cupsofTea.com, its a website that lets you pretty much have group therapy sessions with randoms on the internet, they also have 1 on 1 chats with a wide range of trained listeners that specialise in certain topics. From family to relationship issues. It's all free and you don't even need to make an account to use it, they also have a mobile app you can use. But please, stop posting this kind of stuff here, you're only making yourself look worse in this community. And everyone else, stop posting in OP'S threads, if its a troll you're only feeding it, which is what it wants. Best of luck to you OP. I hope you find the help you need, and I am deeply sorry for everything you're going through.
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[quote][i]who the hell, caarreess[/i][/quote]
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1 RispondiYou just talked about interactions on this forum like you were talking about real life interactions. I'm deeply disturbed by this. You should take a very long break and meet some real in-person friends.
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3 RisposteModificato da PhraustStryke: 7/5/2015 3:41:29 PM^#Offtopic's reaction...
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2 RisposteTo be honest, I have no idea what's happening.
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1 RispondiShadows see your thread I made you. It's trending
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2 RisposteSomebody is thirsty
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1 RispondiLolshadows is still here?
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That has nothing to do with the community, that's just friend problems
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9 RisposteMaybe, if you stepped out of the [i]shadows[/i] and into the sun. Your world wouldn't be so dark.
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1 RispondiGet a life
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Quit fcckin freaking out about everything. Just chill and let life be life.
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Please leave. [spoiler]now,[/spoiler] [spoiler]go[/spoiler] [spoiler]burn[/spoiler]
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8 Rispostelook just talk to me
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I know the feeling.
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