I've had this problem since I was twelve. Im banned from family funerals.
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Yeah I have been like this since I was young as well. I have come to hate the phrase "its okay to cry" and all its variations. I know its okay damnit I just can't I want to believe me I feel like it and you looking at me in pity or like I am some cold hearted bastard is just making me feel worse.
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This. And when you try to express your sadness it just comes off as sarcasm because there are no tears or anything to back up the words.
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Yeah it is frustrating and why I am so uncomfortable in emotional situations because I know most if not all the people there/involved will not understand and I am gonna be portrayed as "the bad guy".